Poetry

True Love Why can’t you love me the way that I love you? Why can’t you give to me the way I give to you? My heart, my soul, my spirit all is yours and you take and feed from it and leave me hollow with nothing back in return. Why can’t you give me your love the way I give you mine?

A Love Letter Poem. I think of you when moments begin to fill with silence. The sunset catches my eye, and I am brought back to your smile, Sweet. Twilight. The first time we kissed. When my footsteps begin to feel monotonous, The beat reverberates through my body. You are here in front of me, in my mind, behind my eyes. Your open palms wildly beat your chest in a rhythm, The musician in you was never quiet. Even as your fingers sat still, I could see them eager and waiting, Melodies causing them to pulsate in impatience. These small things I noticed, and have since tucked them away in the pocket of my memory, Saving them for another day. There are times, I admit it, that I still cry for you. For the love that was lost, And the love that you found.  It is in these moments that I let go of the pain that still lingers, And the regrets of what could have been. In these moments, I allow myself To just love you, once more.  An indulgence that I do not all...

In The Dark, Always In The Dark. and it is in the moment  that sleep should come in the quiet and the dark there is a hollow ache that starts deep within echoing across my skin a slow burn starting in my hips a throb of need that does not quit to feel your heat the tightening grip to slide within the kiss of hips...!!!

i have to admit the space is nice, not having to talk  or look people in the eye, just at myself i feel too naked  without some glass to hide behind reflections to disguise all the scars  i’ve made  a nice big bed to lie in closer to the stars though it’s empty honestly i mostly dont want to speak to you because there’s nothing to say when it’s too hard to say no  when i want to say yes but know it’s not the right answer

Yeh Kah Kar Usne Qatl-E-Aam Karwa Diyaa Shahar Me, Kal Jo Sabse Pahle Mila Mujhe Wahi Mera Humsafar Hoga...!!! Neend Se Karon To Kyaa Shikwaa Karon? Baat To Us Chehray Ki Hai Jo Sonay Nahi Deta...!!! Tumhain Qismat Samjh Kar Senay Se Lagayaa Tha, Bhool Gaya Ke Qismat Badaltey Dair Nahi Lagti...!!! Dafan Karna Yaa Jalna Apni Apani Marzi Hai, Yaad Rahiay Mere Jism Ki Main Khud Maalik Hu...!!! Gulshan Tha Lalazar Abhi Kal Ki Baat Hai Har Gul Pe Tha Nikhar Abhi Kal Ki Baat Hai,

Main Mar jaaon to Mere Sirhane Na Bithaana Usko Bahot Tasalli Dena Bahot Piyar se SamJhana Usko, Ghumne ka Bahana kar ke Dour Fizaon me Kahin Le Jaana Usko Woh Bewafa Hai Uss Waqat Yeh Ehsaas Naa Dilaana Usko, Uss Ke Saamne Naa Karna Baatein Esi Ke Meri Yaad Aa jaaye Mere Tafree Ke Mashghale Suna Suna ke Hansaana Usko, Woh Royega jb jb toh Meri Rooh Tarap Uthegee Aisa karna Dosto meri Mout kaa hi Na Tatana Usko...!!!

MERE ARMAAN Jo Armaan mere so gaye the Jane kaise Wo Aaj jag Gaye Aur mujhe Phir Wahi Sapna dikha gaye, Hum to Ji Rahe the ek jinda Laash ki tarah, Jane aaj Kaha se woh hum par Jaan Daal gaye Phir wahi Dard Aur takleef jaga gaye, Jin gumon se Hum bhaag Rhe the Woh Aaj phir hume, Tadpa gaye, Har lamha har pal hum to sirf haste the Phir Kyu Aaj humari ankhon me ansoon Aa gaye, Socha tha shayad phir kabhi na aane denge inhe apne labon par  Phir kyu aaj ye labon par aate aate rah gaye, Jindagi ji rahe the haste haste Phir kyu aaj ye gumon ke badal chha gaye, Na kisi dukh ka ahsaas tha Aur na kisi khushi ka Phir kyu aaj hum khushiya manane lage, Aur rone ko tadap gaye Jane mere armaan kaise jaag gaye....!!!

Dil ko dard ankhon ko diya paani tumne Kis adaa se ujar Di meri jawaani tumne, Tark-e-Talluk ke baad yeh meetha sa dard sangeen jurm ki di hai saza suhaani tumne, Daag dil ke sahayad yaad dilaa dain tumko barsoon ki hai yeh hukmarani tumne, kafan Gul-O-Bulbul ka diya hai chaman ko cheen kar gulshan se baagh baani tumne, waaqif thi ke toot jaungi nazuk lafzon se soch samjh kar ki ha manmaani tumne...!!!!

Meri Mohabbat Ki Bari Chhoti Kahani Hai Dil Toota Huaa Aur Aankhon Se Behta Paani Hai, Kuch Bikhre Armaan Aur Beechada Saathi Dekh Mera Haal, Aankhon Me Aata Paani Hai, Kabhi Samjhane Aaya Mera Yaar Ke Bhool Ja Mujhy Laut Gaya Mayoos Jab Pucha Yeh Ishq Kiski Nishani Hai, Log Kehte Hain Majnu Tha Deewanaa Aur Laila Deewani Hai, Puchti Hu KHUDA Se Kyon Ishq Banaya?? Kya Aashiqon Se Koi Dushmani Purani Hai...???

Ashkoan Ki Barsaat De Gaya Woh Jaate Jaate Aahon Ki Saughat De Gaya, Woh Jaate Jaate, Dil Ne Chaha Tha sath rahenge Umar Bhar Aarzuon Ki Bouchhar De Gaya, Woh Jaate Jaate, Barhayaa Jo Khadam Mainy Use Chhony Ke Liye Raahon Me Kaanty Bikher Gaya Woh Jaate Jaate, Lari Thi Main Duniya Se Jiski Khatir Hami Par War Kar Gaya, Woh Jaate Jaate...!!!