Poetry

Just To Let My Emotions Out I try to reach out Just to be hurt in the end I try to forget Just to keep my myself whole I try to stoop down Even if I know I will be the one To be miserable To be emotionally unstable To be sad To be that one girl who longs for your touch I know, I know I must keep forward Without you Without you by my side I have to accept that I have to move on And forget you And how exactly do I do that? When I remember you always. When I receive a text, I still hope it comes from you When I read a book, I think about you, too. When I see a couple, I just look away, And think it must have been once us, Sweet and happy. Now I try to move on. I really do. I just hope I’ll have that consistency to go on To accept the fact that you’re no longer on my side That you’re no longer willing to be in our relationship That you’re no longer aching to see me, to text me,  to ask me how do ...

I love you now & i always will.. I will love you As long as i can dream As long as i can think As long as i have a memory.. I will love you As long as i have eyes to see And ears to hear And lips to speak I will love you As long as i have a heart to feel A soul stirring within me An imagination to hold you I will love you, As long as there is time As long as there is love As long as there is you As long as i have a breath To speak your name I will love you because  I love you more than anything in all the world...!!!

He Kissed My Scars Tonight we made love with the lights off. I looked into your eyes  through the dim light coming through  the window outside the whole way  through and you refused to look back. I thought it was because you were disturbed by my stomach scars and frightened by the stitches above my collar  bone from the day before the last. but after you  finished, you looked me in the eyes and kissed my scars before making love to me again, with the lights on and with your gaze set on mine. my heart was on fire with passion and i suspect yours was too. your eyes said it all and I hope mine did too.

Nobody swings you up off your feet or carries you tongue tied  and kisses you blue or wakes up at five and holds back a kiss so that they can cook breakfast before you awake and nobody brushes your hair from your eyes and tells you your beautiful when you are tired nobody loves you, never at first idealized love is always a lie but if you look at me and wonder if i’d laugh at the joke you are saving to tell me tonight and if you hold back questions because you are scared that i might see you’re turning  things around in your head and if you looked away when i took off my shorts and fixed my bikini so it wouldn’t fall off then i love you already and i hope that you know that i want you to swing me up off my feet and carry me tongue tied  and kiss me all blue and wake up at five and hold back a kiss so that you can cook breakfast before I awake and that you brush my hair away from my eyes and tell me i’m b...

When I Talk With You I Know The Meaning Of Understanding ….. When I Laugh With You, I Know The Meaning Of happiness…. When I Touch You, I Know The Meaning Of Togetherness ….AND Whenever I’M With You, I Know The Meaning Of LOVE.  

I wish I was able to love, To give someone all the happiness in the world. To wake up each day and smile, just happy to be in their presence. I close my eyes and imagine your arms around me, Keeping me warm at night, Whispering sweet nothings in my ear, Loving me. Over and over and over again. But I am unable to love . I am nothing, no one, just a body left to wonder the earth.  I am broken. Under the night sky I picture myself in the stars, If only I could possess such beauty. I wouldn't have to suffer alone ...!!!

How to forget someone Begin with your routine Eliminate the comfortable the familiar and most of all the reminiscent If you two had a favorite hang out spot that still brings you to tears with every visit Rid of it Find a new spot If an ice cream parlor becomes some twisted nostalgic trinket Explore the city and find a better one If certain streets and neighborhoods become a household name for bashings of unwanted anger and unrequited dust Undress the town until you become accustomed to new places faces and build yourself around what you could never be reminded of The treasures you have never known And once you’ve traced the skeleton of the city Deduced every curve and angle Memorized its blueprint fit with every scenic park and atmospheric cafe discovered everything it is, will be and could ever become Leave Take a bike or cab or runners and a map and go and uncover somewhere not someone  that will make you feel full instead of alone ...

It’s getting hot flowers blooming sun is shining keep me cool by the waters. It’s getting cold leaves falling sun is leaving keep me warm under covers. the cycle repeats a new year older please don’t leave repeat, repeat, repeat...!!!

Pas Aa Zara Dil Ki Baat Bataon Tujhko Kaise Dharkta Hai Dil, Aawaz Sunaon Tujhko, Aake To Dekhle Dil Pe Naam Likkha Hai Tera Agar Tu Kahe To Dil Cheer Kar Dikhaon Tujhko, Jitna Jalaya Hai Tune Piyar Me Mujhko Dil To Karta Hai Me Bhi Jalaun Itna Tujhko...!!!

Tum Mujhe Bhulana Bhi Chahoge To Tumhain Har Pal Yaad Aayeinge Hum, Kabhi Ban Ke Badal Kabhi Ban Ke Aansu Teri Aankh Se Baras Jaayeinge Hum, Jab Bhi Khologe Yaadon Ki Kitaab To Har Panny Par Tasveer Ban Ke, Teri Aankhon Mein Nazar Aayeinge Hum, Jab Kabhi Khoye Hoge Dunia Ki Bheed Mein To Khayalo Mein Aakar Tanha Kar Jaayeinge Hum, Dekhoge Jab Dhalta Suraj To Uski Laali Ban Ke Tumhare Dil Par Chhaa Jaayeinge Hum, Soye Hoge Jab Chain Ki Neend Mein Kahin Tum Khawab Ban Ke Teri Aankhon Mein Bas Jaayeinge Hum, Jab Kabhi Thandi Hawa Ka Jhonka Chhoyega Tumhain To Tere Maathe Ko Choom Ke Pal Bhar Mein Oojhal Ho Jaayeinge Hum...!!!

Ghamon Ko Mujhse Ek Chahat Si Ho Gayi Hai, Mein Udaas Nahi Udaas Rehne Ki Aadat Si Ho Gayi Hai...!!!

Unhe Is Kadar Aashiqui Humaari Shayeri Se Ho Gayi Hai,    Ke Aaj kal Khwaabon Me Bhi Woh Aksar Kuch, Gungunaya Karte Hain...!!!

बयांन नहीं कर पाएंगे हम, इस दिल की तन्हाइयो का सिलसिला, ये अश्क बह जाए बस सुकून से, वही काफी है...!!!

Laga Kar Aag Dil Me Ab Tum Chale Ho Kahan, Abhi To Raakh Udne Do Tamasha Or Bhi Hoga...!!!

Aao Iss Baar Baazi Palat Kar Khelain, Meri Bewafai Ho, Aur Dil-E-Nazuk Tera...!!!

आसूओ में बह जायेंगे, ना जाने कितने अरमान मेरे कोई थाम लो इनको, कही देर ना हो जाए, किस्मत से कुछ ज्यादा नहीं माँगा है, कभी मैंने जो है नसीब मेरा, बस वो मुझे मिल जाए बेगुनाह जिंदगी को, ना जाने कितनी सजा मिलेगी किस्मत में शायद लिखा है, के तन्हाई साथ ही चलेगी, साया जो मेरा साथ छोड़ गया है, आज इन अंधेरो में शायद कल वो कही मुझे, उजालो में मिल जाए, जो है नसीब मेरा, बस वो मुझे मिल जाए कोई थाम लो इनको, कही देर ना हो जाए...!!!

Har Raat Guzarti Hai Sitaroon Ke Darmiyan, Main Chaand To Nahi Magar Tanha Zaroor Hun...!!!

Meri har nazar Teri muntazir teri har nazar kisi or ki Meri zindage teri bandagi teri zindage ksi or ki, Kabhi waqat jo mile tujhe zara aa ke dekh mere haal ko Meri har ghari tere liye teri har ghari kisi or ki, Mujhe sirf teri talab thi par jane Kiyun mujhe tu naa mila Tu use mila mere Saamne jise thi talab ksi or ki...!!!

Every Night in my dreams , I see you I feel you dat z how I know you go on, Far across the distance and spaces between us, You have come to show you go on, Near far wherever you are I believe dat the heart does go on, once more you open the door and you are here in my heart and my heart will go on and on...!!!

Kae Rishton Ko Parkha To Nateeja Aik Hi Nikla, Zarorat Hi Sabhi Kuchh Hay Muhabbat Kuchh Nahi Hoti...!!!

Mehfil Bhi Royegi Har Dil Bhi Royega Dobi Jo Meri Kasthi To Sahil Bhi Royega , Itana PIYAR Bikhar Dengey Zamaane Me Hum Ke Meri Mout Me Mera Qatil Bhi Royega...!!!

La-Ilaaj-E-Ishq-E-Bemaar Hun Maut Bhi Nahi Aa Rahi, Hakim Chhor Mujhe Dawa Me Thori Thori Muhabbat Mila Ke Diya Kar...!!!

Berahmi Se Toorr Diya Phir Dil Ko Mere, Khata Itni Thi Ke Tere Naam Se Dharakta Tha...!!!

Dekh Zara Raqeebon Ne Kahi Teri Seyj Na Saja Di Ho, Kuch Phool Lapata Hain Mere Mazaar Se...!!!

Hawa-e-Shajar Par Mera Thikana Tha Main Aaj Bach Jata To Kal Marr Jana Tha Beychney Nikla To Muft Me Bik Gaya Ishq Mera Bhi Zara Sa Purana Tha, Dekh Kar Saaqi Ban Jatey Thy Farishty Shayad Teri Aankho Me Hi Maikhaana Tha, Kabhi Muflisi Muhabbat Ki Chuo Na Paai Mujhe Mere Paas Teri Bewafaai Ka Khazaana Tha...!!!

Ginti Me Zara Si Kamzoor Hun, Zakhm Behisaab Na Diya Karo...!!!

Kuch Kasoor Khaloos-E-Saadgi Ka Kuch Bharam Teri Wafa Ka, Warna Marr Kar Zinda Hone Ka Shauq Kisey Tha...!!!

Khaak Se Teri Yaadain Baraamad Hui Hain, Kal Raat Mera Dil Jalaaya Tha Kisi Ne...!!!

Ishq Ki Chatri Me Khudko Mehfooz Rakhna, Mere Naam Se Zakham Barsaaney Wale Hain Yeh Baadal...!!!

Kon Kehta Hai Ke Insaan Apni Kismat Khud Likhta Hai, Agar Yeh Sach Hai To Kismat Me Dard Kon Likta Hay...!!!

Meri Tanhaiyon Ka Raaz Mujhe Khud Nhi Maloom, Pta Nahi, Kyun Loog Humain Maghroor Smjhte Hain...!!!

Hatheyliyon Par Mehndi Ka "Zoor" Na Daaliye, Dab Ke Marr Jayengi Mere "Naam" Ki Lakeerain...!!!

Meri Hayat Me tu Muhabbat Ke Baad Hai Tera Diya Har Ek Zakhm Muje Yaad Hai, Ishq me Zinda Bach Gayi Main Bhi Shayad Kisine Maangi Jaan ki Fariyaad Hai, Mausam Dushman se Badle Ka Aagaya Hai Suna Ke Ghar Aaj Kal Unke Bade Abaad Hai, Libaas Ki Tarah Maashooq Badalny Lagi Khayal Tere Bhi Be inteha Azaad Hai, Poocho Na Sabab Aashiq-E-Mizaj Ka Meri Zaat Kal Bhi Barbaad Thi Aaj Bhi Barbaad Hai....!!!

Phool Tumhari Saanso Se Khushbo Udhaar Ly Leynge Muhabbat Ke Ghar Se Ishq Ke Naam Pe Piyaar Ly Leynge, Aankhon Par Tumhare Husn Ki Silvatain Parti Hain Ek Baar Murr Jaaogi To Hum Bhi Dedaar Ly Leyngy...!!!

Aaj Aashqon Ke Janaze Neendon Se Niklengy, Kal Raat Marr Gai Kuch Tanhaaiyan Mere Bistar Par...!!!

Yahi Hai Jazba-E-Muhabat Yahi Hai Shart-E-Junon, Ghamon Se Khail Rahi Hoon Faqat Teri Khushi Ky Liye...!!!

Dekhtey Hain Ab Toordney Ka Hunar Kis Pe Aazmaaogey, Yahan Ek Haatheyli Par Dil Hai Ek Hatheyli Par Waada...!!!

Laraztey Labo Ki Piyaas Ban Jaaogey Dard Me Khushnuma Ehsaas Ban Jaaogey, Zarre Ko Tajmahal Jo Bana Deygi Sadaf Aisi Muhabbat Me Tum Bhi Khaas Ban Jaaogey...!!!

Bana Bana Kar Jo Duniyaa Mitaee Jaati Hai, Zaroor Koi Kami Hai Jo Payi Jaati Hai...!!!

Jaatay Howay Yaqeen Ki Daulat Woh Le Gaya, Ik Weham Aur Gumaan Mere Paas Reh Gaya...!!!

Fitrat-E-Insan Ko Raas Aati Nahin Aasodagi, Choor Kar Sahil Ko Tofan Me Utar Jate Hain Loog...!!!

Musalsal Poochnay Par Aik Chilman Se Jawab Aaya, Yahan Ik Dil Shikasta Sahib-E-Deewan Rehta Hai...!!!

Mujh Me Kabhi Aahat Ki Tarah Se Koi Aaye, Ik Band Gali Ki Tarha Sunsaan Bohat Hoon...!!!

Kya Sunayain Tumhain Hikayat-E-Dil, Hum Ko Dhokha Diya Gaya Jaanaa...!!!

Tu Mere Baad Rakhey Ga Mujhey Yaad, Main Tere Baad Ik Lamha Na Chahon...!!!

Abhi To Raakh Howe Hain Tere Firaq Me Hum, Abhi Hamare Bikharne Ka Khail Baaqi Hai...!!!

Mere Ek Do Khwaab Ajeeb hain Jin Me Tum Nahi Ho,  Par jo... Bohat Besukoon Hain Shaayad Tumhain Khud Me Na Paaker Bante Hi Toot Jaate Hain Woh khwaab Jin Me Tum Nahi Hote...!!!

Zakhm Ban Kar Hi sahi, Mujh Me Kahin Rehte To Ho...!!!

Jigar Ka Dard Badhta Jaa Raha Hai, Muhabbat Ka Maza Ab Aaraha Hai...!!!

Paaniyon me jo Aks Girta Hai Phir Uthaane se Kab Ubahrta Hai Dard-E-Dil Aap ne Diya hai Mujhe Ab Yeh Gazalon Me Dhal Nikharta Hai, Reh Gai Cheekh Kar koi Hasrat Yun Bhala Shair Kab Sanwrta Hai...!!!