I Miss You. I miss the way your voice sounded through the phone at 2 am after days without sleep & nights filled with thoughts that made me want to rip out my mind U seemed to make it so much better with a simple hello i miss knowing that i could calm you down with "just breathe" and a reassurance that one day i'd hold u so tightly that you'd think i'd been there all along and i miss waiting, waiting, waiting, always waiting for u to come here and drag me from this terrible place, because now i have nothing to wait for and waiting kept me sane but it drove me so insane to think that i was only ever waiting, only ever talking, only ever writing u letters that still sit in a stupid box, hidden in my closet, along with all those stupid pictures and there's nothing i can do to make you feel better anymore & u can’t just turn up on my doorstep ...
