Poetry

Just To Let My Emotions Out I try to reach out Just to be hurt in the end I try to forget Just to keep my myself whole I try to stoop down Even if I know I will be the one To be miserable To be emotionally unstable To be sad To be that one girl who longs for your touch I know, I know I must keep forward Without you Without you by my side I have to accept that I have to move on And forget you And how exactly do I do that? When I remember you always. When I receive a text, I still hope it comes from you When I read a book, I think about you, too. When I see a couple, I just look away, And think it must have been once us, Sweet and happy. Now I try to move on. I really do. I just hope I’ll have that consistency to go on To accept the fact that you’re no longer on my side That you’re no longer willing to be in our relationship That you’re no longer aching to see me, to text me,  to ask me how do ...

I love you now & i always will.. I will love you As long as i can dream As long as i can think As long as i have a memory.. I will love you As long as i have eyes to see And ears to hear And lips to speak I will love you As long as i have a heart to feel A soul stirring within me An imagination to hold you I will love you, As long as there is time As long as there is love As long as there is you As long as i have a breath To speak your name I will love you because  I love you more than anything in all the world...!!!

He Kissed My Scars Tonight we made love with the lights off. I looked into your eyes  through the dim light coming through  the window outside the whole way  through and you refused to look back. I thought it was because you were disturbed by my stomach scars and frightened by the stitches above my collar  bone from the day before the last. but after you  finished, you looked me in the eyes and kissed my scars before making love to me again, with the lights on and with your gaze set on mine. my heart was on fire with passion and i suspect yours was too. your eyes said it all and I hope mine did too.

Nobody swings you up off your feet or carries you tongue tied  and kisses you blue or wakes up at five and holds back a kiss so that they can cook breakfast before you awake and nobody brushes your hair from your eyes and tells you your beautiful when you are tired nobody loves you, never at first idealized love is always a lie but if you look at me and wonder if i’d laugh at the joke you are saving to tell me tonight and if you hold back questions because you are scared that i might see you’re turning  things around in your head and if you looked away when i took off my shorts and fixed my bikini so it wouldn’t fall off then i love you already and i hope that you know that i want you to swing me up off my feet and carry me tongue tied  and kiss me all blue and wake up at five and hold back a kiss so that you can cook breakfast before I awake and that you brush my hair away from my eyes and tell me i’m b...

When I Talk With You I Know The Meaning Of Understanding ….. When I Laugh With You, I Know The Meaning Of happiness…. When I Touch You, I Know The Meaning Of Togetherness ….AND Whenever I’M With You, I Know The Meaning Of LOVE.  

I wish I was able to love, To give someone all the happiness in the world. To wake up each day and smile, just happy to be in their presence. I close my eyes and imagine your arms around me, Keeping me warm at night, Whispering sweet nothings in my ear, Loving me. Over and over and over again. But I am unable to love . I am nothing, no one, just a body left to wonder the earth.  I am broken. Under the night sky I picture myself in the stars, If only I could possess such beauty. I wouldn't have to suffer alone ...!!!

How to forget someone Begin with your routine Eliminate the comfortable the familiar and most of all the reminiscent If you two had a favorite hang out spot that still brings you to tears with every visit Rid of it Find a new spot If an ice cream parlor becomes some twisted nostalgic trinket Explore the city and find a better one If certain streets and neighborhoods become a household name for bashings of unwanted anger and unrequited dust Undress the town until you become accustomed to new places faces and build yourself around what you could never be reminded of The treasures you have never known And once you’ve traced the skeleton of the city Deduced every curve and angle Memorized its blueprint fit with every scenic park and atmospheric cafe discovered everything it is, will be and could ever become Leave Take a bike or cab or runners and a map and go and uncover somewhere not someone  that will make you feel full instead of alone ...