Help me define love the Poem

Help me define love

'When you love someone

You should set them free'

So I did

'When you love someone 

You should never give up'

So I didn't

Damn it

What the hell should I do really?

Should I let go now

Cause I believe 

'Whats meant to be is meant to be?'

Or should I grab the chance

Cause it may only comes

'Once in a life time?'

I don't know

I really don't know

What is love anyway?

You tell me

'Follow your heart'

But heart always wants what it can't have

'Follow your gut feelings'

But what about my insecurities?

'You never lose by loving

You always lose by holding back'

I tore down my walls

I opened up the door

I opened up my heart

Still I lose anyway

"Love cannot be defined

You have to feel it with all your heart'

Is it love when you're suffocating?

Is it love when the feelings inside

Drive you insane?

Is it love when you think

About the other person all the time?

Is it love when every time you see them

Only thing you can do is smile? 

Is that what you called love?

I don't know what love is

But I am willing to find out

Maybe I'll get lucky

Maybe that's what have been missing 

In my life

Just maybe...!!!